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Friday, 30 March 2007 

Urgghhh

Waaaaah. My patience is running out.

Effort. I need deliberate effort to learn to like this person, who keeps throwing stupid questions at me.

Inhale.

Exhale.

Inhale.

Exhale.

Where can I get this so-called effort? Please.


Tuesday, 27 March 2007 

Failed Attempts...

On my second day of fasting, I followed the guidelines given to me by my mate and started reading the bible scriptures written below Day 2.

I didn't understand the scriptures one bit. So I ended the session by overlooking the prayer points that I need to focus on and asked God for something else...

"God, please help me understand your words next time. Thank you."


Monday, 26 March 2007 

Pay Back

A friend owes me money and the amount is worth around one unit of Apple iPod Nano.  As you know, I'm stupid when it comes to these things. I have no guts to ask her straight to pay me the money.

This is what I'm planning to do. I'll put a status on my IM and make sure she's online when I put it up. It will read "I'm broke."

Will she get what I'm trying to convey?


Sunday, 25 March 2007 

Life is like a train...

Bullet train. That's how I'm going to describe the pace of how my life is running right now. There are some things I gave up, some things I grabbed, some things I let go and some things I accepted. Then there are some things I need to prepare for, some things I need to just believe, some things I'm uncertain about.

I'm moving to a new place.
I convinced myself that I need to let go of my desire to get Flik and just focus on what I have.
I realized I'm quite happy with that decision.
I have an upcoming trip.
I got a new lens.
I am working on my secret plan once again.
I am about to embark on a 2-week fast
I am trying hard not to take my colleague's stupid questions too personally and that it is part of my job to help him enhance his skills professionally.

And I think I'm doing well....


Monday, 19 March 2007 

Assumptions

A few weeks ago, I received an SMS from Flik. My eyes sparked upon seeing his name popped out from my mobile screen.

This is what it said: Hi brothers and sisters. Let's celebrate God's power once again. May I know your prayer requests? Incidentally, he is in charge of compiling the group's prayer requests.

My eyes went from sparkling to droopy. Reading that SMS feels as if a block of cement dropped on my head just when I am about to lick a scoop of mint chocolate ice cream. I am not special just as I hope it to be and I am just one of his church mates.

My prayer is you. But I can't get my fingers to compose that message.


Wednesday, 14 March 2007 

Sigh

The truth is, I am a little less than in love with Flik. 

That's why I am a Christian now.
The funny thing is, he is not interested with me.
Because his life revolves around God and church and God only.
The second funny thing is, I still went for it despite the fact.
I like him, he doesn't like me.
I turn into a Christian, he still doesn't like me.
I am a poor girl.
Simple as that.

I am beginning to love God though. But that doesn't stop me from wanting to cry.

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    I am constipated and there are two things I do excessively: Eat and Daydream.

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